| | i am just really angry. i just haven't been happy for the past two days. things have gotten worse in this house. my parents woke me up b/c they were arguing too loud, no my dad was arguing too loud that he woke me up and i couldn't go back to sleep. there's just alot of things going on that is messing me up. sometimes i get alittle bitter and just not in a good mood. i hate this and i hate my life at the moment. this may sound weird but i miss camp and CLI when everyone was happy and having fun. i had NOTHING to worry about. of course life wasn't made easy but there are moments where i feel that it has gotten so bad where i can't be strong, like right now. and i hate it. u know what my dad asked me? if they divorce who would i go with? i said i don't know (but of course my mom) and if it does happen it would hurt my dad so much. and i couldn't do that. but i'm almost 18 so it won't really matter. i don't think things will change that soon anyway... *sigh* i wish i could just run away. if it wasn't cold outside i would be outside right now where its peaceful... but anyways... wow i haven't updated in forever. i believe xanga is more of my personal entries than myspace... anyways... something really funny happened today at work. i don't think i have the need to say the story b/c when u read this, i would have already told u. |
| | Posted 2/23/2006 9:15 PM - 1 View - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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