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Name: Bev, Bevy, Bubbles
Birthday: 4/23/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: i like to talk online to my friends :)... music!... i love church b/c i wouldn't have met such awesome people! not only that God is AWEsome... and there's BAND!!
Expertise: i'm not good at ANYTHING
Message: message me
AIM:  BandGeekBevy423
Member Since:
7/17/2004
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| damn xanga has changed a whole lot. so i hae definitely moved onto
myspace and facebook. i might end up deleting my xanga, who knows. i do
remember spending hours designing stuff and looking at a shit load of
icons. man... thinkin about all the time i wasted on here makes me not
want to delete this, haha
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| i actually thought it has been longer than 4 months since i last blogged... things change and well i've moved on to myspace (since along time ago) and now it's face book. freshmen and sophomore year, i was all about xanga, then myspace became the high school thing. and facebook has been the college thing. and well i start wku the 28th and i can't wait! anyways... yeah haha just making a short update. | | |
| so today was the first say back from spring break. it was cool to see everyone back. kinda funny to see everyone dark and burned. haha jk. people were talking about sun poisoning (gettin blisters but not from gettin burned so bad) i'll probably look that up in a bit. but anyways... my day was pretty good at first. seeing steven burnt to a crisp, anna and lisa puttin on lotion to keep from peeling lol... then third block came around which is the WORST class of the day especially with the fuckin sub teacher ms. hooten. *sigh* but anyways... then during 4th block rachel comes in and asks me "did u hear about the guy who got hit by a car and died?" i was like "what?" "some keith guy." the way she was saying kinda made me laugh but why would she kid about it. once she told me, i couldn't stop thinking about it. i drove home picked up bryan and went to taco bell. i was afraid to bring up the subject but it makes me sad. nemanja (asst. manager) watched it happen. he was there to see if he was alive. i feel bad for him because he has to live with the image... this happened at almost 9 pm and keith died at 3:30 am... i worked with keith. ok maybe not very much. he was nice. he usually takes over my spot when i leave so i can go home. he's a closer. but anyways... any thought of death just makes me feel depressed. but anyways... i don't think it was my day. i do get to open friday which is pretty cool. oh well...
random knowledge:
sun poisoning is an allergic reaction to the sun. it might be an allergic reaction from medication you are taking... but anyways that tells me, that i can still lay out! | | |
| it's gettin close to prom time... unfortunately, i don't have a date. which i'm ok with. the only person i'd really go with, is steven b/c he's a friend. i probably would not go with someone i don't really know even if my best friend found a date for me (if that makes sense) steven won't be going to prom but he will definitely be goin to parties. anyways... so i never really update anymore. i guess, its just myspace taking over since everyone now has a myspace. well... this was short but anyways spring break is next week and i get to open!!! it's gonna be fun! b/c the people that open are the best people! lol closers and high school people are LAZY and don't do a damn thing... (short story in like 1 minute) ok so i took my break about 6. i sit down at a table. the table next to me was really dirty b/c people are pigs sometimes. i got off my break (10 min) went back to work until i got off at 7. and u know what... the table was STILL dirty and the floors were too. it was a new guy. he just pretends to sweep! and the sauces went out in lobby b/c he didn't refill them. *sigh* anyways... it's time to go to school...
oh yeah... and that new guy, has been working for a week. and he doesn't even try to learn something new. it makes me angry b/c the job ISNT THAT HARD! | | |
| i am just really angry. i just haven't been happy for the past two days. things have gotten worse in this house. my parents woke me up b/c they were arguing too loud, no my dad was arguing too loud that he woke me up and i couldn't go back to sleep. there's just alot of things going on that is messing me up. sometimes i get alittle bitter and just not in a good mood. i hate this and i hate my life at the moment. this may sound weird but i miss camp and CLI when everyone was happy and having fun. i had NOTHING to worry about. of course life wasn't made easy but there are moments where i feel that it has gotten so bad where i can't be strong, like right now. and i hate it. u know what my dad asked me? if they divorce who would i go with? i said i don't know (but of course my mom) and if it does happen it would hurt my dad so much. and i couldn't do that. but i'm almost 18 so it won't really matter. i don't think things will change that soon anyway... *sigh* i wish i could just run away. if it wasn't cold outside i would be outside right now where its peaceful... but anyways... wow i haven't updated in forever. i believe xanga is more of my personal entries than myspace... anyways... something really funny happened today at work. i don't think i have the need to say the story b/c when u read this, i would have already told u. | | |
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